SeaSaws & Swings

Bittersweet to its very core. Today was my last day of high school & it just felt like another endless friday. I guess because these past two weeks have been insanely exhausting & tense. Can't wait for the roomie to come out here on thursday! Finally, an escape. This school year has been the most hateful & the most meaningful all at the same time. I'm glad its over & done! it seemed like it was bottomless..The emotions were highstrung & never seemed to leave the seasaw. It wasn't like a rollercoaster where you could predict the feeling when it came. It was sudden just like the adrenaline of a seasaw. But there are things that I know will always stay with me. I will forever hide under a desk & hide from the world when it all gets unbearable. that was the safest place in the whole wide world. Very therapeutic actually. Chronic morning starbucks. Emo walks in the rain. Or sunshine for that matter. RSVP pen stealing. & dancing & singing up & down hallways for no apparent reason. :D wow . Mr. LoveHates is definitely the cheese to my macaroni. Daft Punk knowws that there is something about us ! The moment we sat together on playground swings afterdark smoking cigarettes was the moment I knew he was apart of a new transition in my life. it seemed so ironic to swing back & forth with my cigs. At that very moment I understood what it felt to be stuck between two worlds. It was never so clear to me until then.