Today was very well needed, well the whole weekend actually. Mom mothered the twins and gave them the support that they clearly yearned for, the same support she gave me years ago. It felt way too familiar and I completely feel for the girls. It was like deja vu sitting there talking about the unchangeable situations that we were all placed in. It was sort of inspiring though. I somehow
know that the girls are going to emerge from their shitty situation & become such beautiful women. I haven't spent all the time in the world with them, but from what I can contend to, it definitely gets better once those seemingly endless moments are finally finished. It was weird, sort of rejuvenating to hear my old conversation with my mom to be reinforced to the twins. I can see from the outside in this time, how important a woman she really is to so many of us. Even if the girls feel a little bit hopeless right now, I can hope for them because I understand what it all feels like & it gets better. . .
On a brighter note, Mom & I finally came up with our definition for dating! I don't think you understand how exciting that is, & that's okay! It was driving us crazy! & yes we have our own definition of dating because if you don't live our complicated & exhausting lives you just won't get it. It's seriously a day job.
On our odd excursions today, we had our Sunday morning ritual of reading with coffee (& smokes for mee) & we were on our way. We had expensive "Santa Monica Organic Food," & went to the overpopulated promenade. We shopped for a dress that hid from us for most of our day, but we finally got it & it's secretly accessible, I kinda love it. A typical day for us is probably something that is out of the ordinary for most, but what can I say? We can't help it. Singing No Doubt songs all the way back (probably off key), the day ended well. Gotta love those Sundays.
I mean really, we're kind of a big deal. Now if only Elle would hurry up & get to the westside. . .
3 comments:
i'm coming !! i beat the system !!
I know they will too. You're a good girl. And she better get out here soon. Who knows what trouble we will get into. . .
super day .
Post a Comment