When the Moon Fell in Love with the Sun, All was Golden in the Sky

I got on a bus with my best friend yesterday. This particular bus seemed to ride us in circles all around Sunset! We cursed that damn bus! Eh, still had a chill day, of course. We read so much now! I wonder why. . . Well so much more I should say. I bought a book, got redirected on buses yet again & ended up in K-Town. I mean really? Force field!? It doesn't matter where I'm going, where I end up: K-Town. Bizarre right? Anywho, I had a good night with some old beverly friends. It was fun. It felt so familiar but so new at the same time. It's been so long, & time changes people. I had some really enlightening midnight chats, well morning chats I should say. A familiar stranger & I had some things to mend apparently, but the night was great. Breakfast anyone. . ?

I think it's interesting for two people to have an obvious pull toward each other but have nothing in common. I mean, is common ground even necessary? Not that it's obvious to everyone, but just between you and the other person. Maybe it's a good thing. I like it when different people offer new views on the same world.

Do you believe that every connection, every circumstance that surfaces in life has a particular reason? Seems like it's this perpetual 1 step forward, 2 steps back. . My logic gets clouded with every setback with Miss U. I guess it's just some sort of ineluctable punishment. For what? I'm not really sure.. But it's a damn slap in the face by that wonderful thing we call reality! I danced the night away just to keep from falling. It felt good for once to not internalize the .. Well everything about her actually. She breaks my heart. She really does.. I want to forgive & forget you Miss U, I want to release you. . . But I can't. Every time some part of you shows up I get this turning in my stomach that I wish would go away. But that becomes normal when all is expected is the worst.

But no matter, the summer is peaceful and every moment is new. I smile everyday.