There were so many times where I regretted the way things ended between us. I felt that the right thing to do was to keep coming back and proving my loyalty because someday you would need a shoulder to cry on. I wanted you to know that I would always love you and that you didn't have to try so hard at being strong because you had a strong support system that was willing to give you the softest pillow to fall on. But you insisted on pushing us all away to the point to where I actually can't stand to even think of you. 

Is it okay with you that now we mean nothing to each other?