Nostalgia.

So the first week is done. Finally. It's been a bit overwhelming for me & I won't deny it, I miss the way it used to be. But nonetheless, I have awesome girls on my floor & everything is lovely. I'm back home in the very missed K-Town with no Nush. I'm starting to miss the little things about my K-Town living. . .

I went pee today and my god it felt nice to be in a bathroom all by myself. Weird, no? I had a cigarette with my lovely mother & when she went inside I realized that Nush wasn't behind me. I'm just a sad little girl as of late. Not sad because things are bad, but sad because things are greatly missed. Anyways. . .

My Superwoman & Daddy B spoiled me & I actually was ecstatic to even see Ritzy & the pool in the Catalina Tropics. Ma gave me a coffee maker (loveeee it!) & the phone. I had jambalaya that was absolutely delicious & damn near half a pie for dessert. Spoiled much? Yes, but so what!

For some odd reason, amongst my girls on my floor, we had a talk about all sorts of things that rowled up emotions that I didn't even know still existed. It felt weird: I was in a place with practically strangers, then became sad & unable to cope. I'm surprised I didn't wake my roommate when I came in at a later hour rambling through drawers & such in search for my neglected journal, a lighter & my cigarettes. What's going on with me?

I guess. . I just miss it all. The 3 musketeers to be specific.

So, on a lighter note, I think that I'm pretty comfortable with the work load & new space. It's an odd place to be in life to me. As of right now, my only occupation is to learn. Doesn't it seem simple & lovely? All I need to do is successfully grasp the concepts that are taught in the classroom. I'm no longer a young child where things are handed to me, nor am I an adult in the grown-up world expected to pay bills on time and smile at the people you hate at your job. Life is full of all sorts of goodies & bad things that stupid college kids get caught up in. Let's keep it at gradual pace Kid. All kinds of things can happen between the walk from U Hall & Del Rey South.

Within all of this, I enjoy the little things about being a kid to La Professeur and L'Écrivain: euphoria and great food. . for thought too.