I'm smart. You're dumb. I'm big. You're little. I'm right. You're wrong. And there's nothin' you can do about it.

The title is definitely perfect for what just happened when i came home. Does anyone have a clue what movie it's from? It's crazy when your reactionary emotions feel so paralyzed and there's no way of even redeeming yourself from the regretted silence. Try coming home to someone completely yelling at you and being soo unprepared for it that it's like you forgot how it feels to speak. Maybe things could have worked out differently today but the fact is that it didnt. All the possibilities. I havent ever felt so content when someone has had complete hostility toward me. The only thing I keep thinking is "What the fuck? Wow, ok. Nice to see you too. How was your day today?" I think the nonchalant attitude is making someeonee have an aneurysm.. Oh well who gives a fuck. Mr. LoveHates is running laps around my mind & I couldn't have another care in the world. Overall, the day was some sort of hidden realization.. Take your time, don't do what seems like should be the next step.. My day was perfect. Even despite the bumps in the road. I didnt realize until now that they were just speed bumps reassuring me that all good things dont have to be rushed all into one day. Somehow, everything's gonna fall right into place. If we only had a way to make it all.. fall faster everyday.. I know this is gonna sound so cliché but I really feel like a little girl stuck in an adult world. & everytime i try and grow up, i just mock what's in front of me & go through the same headaches & heartaches as the "role models" right in front of me.. Eck. enough with the sad "I wish I had a different life" bullshit. I'm chill because Mr. LoveHates took me to see Sex & the City today (even though he hated the idea of it, but loved the movie) & treated me to sushi :P We felt like it was a sushi kind of day. The moral of the movie so elegantly coincided with my actual day too. We'll just call it a lesson learned.. Ugh, such a long day tomorrow..